Greetings Earthlings!

I am Beverly Kho living in North side, Manila.
My name means "Woman from the beaver meadow" which explains why I look like this.
I have once lived with Anne Frank back in the 1930's. I am allergic to powder and as a result, I have never felt non-sticky.
I have my own river named 'Emotion'. I have once felt isolated from this world and tried to fit in with the Egyptians.

If anybody has anymore questions beyond art, music, duplication, relevance, obsessions, literature,
heartbreak, disillusionment, love, death, the future, confusion, delusions, homosexuals, sleep machines,
mundanes, eco-friendly and vegetarians, please don't Google my name or ask your "friend who knows about me".
Call me at your Mom's house, I'll be there having a powder party.

Ok, enough about that. As you can see, this blog is filled with Incubus that's because
I AM a big big fan of them. I look up to them and they serve as my inspiration (Sometimes my distraction. Hi Brandon)

Besides BB and Incubus, I enjoy the sights of...

Oh, and by the way, if your not using Mozilla Firefox, you won't be able to view my posts.



"The world is a drought when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm making a choice to be out of touch
Leave me be he said, he said, he said,
Leave me here in my stark, raving, sick, sad little world!"

"We're both aligned in framed of mind but circumstance has got us good
And now you’re seeing a side of me I wished no one ever would
Yeah, if it's right to pick a fight, we’re fingers in a sugar bowl
Love isn’t perfect, even diamonds start out as coal"

"Should I apologize
If what I say burns your ears and stains your eyes?
Oh, did I crack your shell?
When it falls away, you'll see we exist as well!"

"I suggest we learn to love ourselves before it's made illegal
When will we learn? When will we change?
Just in time to see it all come down..."

"Was it something I said
Something I read and manifested that's getting you down
Don't you dare come to bed with that ambiguous look in your eye
I'd sooner sleep by an open fire and wake up fried"

"There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight"

"Could there be a familiar ring every time I sing about.
Cycle the tears everything in life no doubt I, I.
Reiterate till my jaw is offset,
But I'll say it again anyway,
What you give is what you get!"

"I take a look around; it´s evident the scene has changed.
And there are times when I feel improved, improved upon the past.
Then there are times when I can´t seem to understand at all
and yes it seems as though I´m goin nowhere...
really fucking fast, nowhere fast."

"I'm thinking of my soul severity
And I know everything you hate in me
Fill me up with over-pious badgerate
Throw them up; one of my favorite things"

"I hear you on the radio
You permeate my screen, its' unkind but
If I met you in a scissor fight
I'd cut off both your wings on principle alone"

"Hello!? I'm trying to focus
But my eyes deceive me.
Focus. I'm witnessing history...repeating."

"Picture the scene, where whatever you thought,
would, in the blink of an eye, manifest and become illustrated.
You'd be sure man that every line drawn reflected a life that you loved
not an existence that you hated.
So, must we demonstrate that we can't get it straight?
We've painted a picture, now we're drowning in the paint.
Let's figure out what the fuck it's about,
before the picture we painted chews us up and spits us out."

"There'd be no one to answer to
and complicate our lives,
we could be
the epitome of self sufficience."

"It isn't fair to mention, but it awes the crowd
Your fictional, plastic alibi
So take another hit, steal another line
Did you ever meet a leech who was good at goodbyes?"

"In my fantasy, I’m a Pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy, and it’s way past time
To end in my mouth paint my face white and tried
To reinvent the sea, one wave a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight"

"I saw you standing in my headlights
I thought I’d run you down for the weight you left on me
Instead I punched rewind, reversed and drove away
And seeing you disappear in my rear view
brought to me the word 'reciprocity'"

"You stare at me like I'm a vitamin.
On the surface you hate,
but you know you need me.
I come dressed as any pill you deem fit.
Whatever helps you swallow the truth
all the more easily"

"My secret arsenal
is an infinite, ageless inkwell
it's a fountian of youth
and a patriot's weapon of choice."

"Enough bowing down to disillusion
Hats off and applause to rogues and evolution
The ripple effect is too good not to mention
If you're not affected, you’re not paying attention
It's too good, it's too good, not to have an effect"

"I see you in line, dragging your feet
you have my sympathy.
The day you were born, you were born free.
That is your privilege."

"Mend this careless thread, it's gone askew
(Thread on my sweater is pendulous, step back and pull it
Watch it unravel faster than a speeding bullet)"

"I'm at the end of my report again
For those who won't do apathy
You had the perfect opportunity
But plead the fifth and walked away"

"What if I was just dreaming? What if I lived in a pear?
What if I had a mustard drenched cucumber tied to my leg."

"Disconnect and let me drift until my upside down is right side in
Society must let the artist go to wander off into the nebula"

"Two weeks without my lover,
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named Emotion
Will I make it back to shore or drift into the unknown."

"If this is right, I'd rather be wrong.
If this is sight, I'd rather be blind."

"Out of line, and indivisible
A crow left of the murder
Every piece contains a map of it all"

"You came, you saw, you conquered...everyone
And I'm left here guessing
Oh what went wrong"

"Kiss the sand goodbye because
the tide is coming up and in
yeah, water, water, water everywhere
and every chance to sink!"

"High fives to a better judgment
By saying less today, I will gain more
Low twos to you my fickle friend
Who brought the art of silent war"

"Some people fall in love and touch the sky
Some people fall in love and find quicksand
I hover somewhere in between
I swear…
I can’t make up my mind."

"Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you
Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Leap and the net will appear."

"I dream
that someday we'll be able to look back
on this together and say
It was for the best and that it
made us stronger today."

"All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again."

"He said Hey Sister.
It’s really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guy who’s just my type.
I like the way he’s speaking his confidence is peaking.
Don’t like his baggy jeans but Imma like what’s underneath it.
And no I aint been to MIA
I heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits.
First let’s see the west end.
I’ll show you to my bridrens.
I’m likin' this American Boy. American Boy."

"You better think fast, think fast
'Cause you never know what's coming round the bend.
You better not blink, or breathe.
For consequence is a bigger word than you think."

"Put down your hollow tips
And kiss your lover's lips
And know that fate is what you make of it."

"'Cause' what I want
and what I need
is and will always be free."





Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ' 9:00 AM
I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away...

The holidays

(Christmas 2007)

Ok, about 15 hours before Christmas! I've always loved Christmas! It's like the bad side of the world stops when it's Christmas! Hehe.
I still have to buy gifts from my family later. I know right? Last minute of last minutes!

We'll be leaving on the 26th for Hong Kong! Yey! But Mom kinda ruin my excitement.
(Sorry Mom!)
She said that buying stuff won't be 'sky is the limit' anymore like it used to be every time we're in HK. So yea, that kinda decreased my anxiety.

You guys have a magical Christmas!

Happy Holidays!

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Monday, December 22, 2008 ' 3:52 PM
I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away...

Update update update!

Hello my feathered friends,
I know fellow bloggers will agree that there is the time in the 'blogging world' where we feel extra lazy to update. Right? That's been happening to me. So to keep your life worth living, here's an update!

December 10 - A Supraman's birthday!

Happy Birthday Rei Robles!
You are one GREAT seatmate / friend / leader
Wish you won't forget who gave you the name "Supraman"! Haha!

December 11 - Food Fair 2008

I won't blog much on this since it really bore me to death!
We were assigned at the booth, "Ice Cream and Shakes" which apparently, we only sold shakes. I know right?

Isn't that giant shake above our booth just genius? Thanks to Drea!
I was one of the cooks and we were really chaotic! chocolate powder flying everywhere! ok, that was a bit exaggerated. Hahaha.

After the busy part, I just sat down and rested...and ate! And when I mean ate, I mean ATE. I was munching on everything! I couldn't help it! There were food everywhere. And so what? It was a FOOD Fair.

December 13 - A Saturday for my Betches!

Went to Ana'a house for a math tutor session but ended up just hanging out since our tutor wasn't available.

Went to Town to meet up with Mike, Luis, and Hen.
Me and Ana watched "Twilight" and Hen followed. The movie was alright. It was cute. A lot of I-wish-I-was-Bella scenes. Well, for me there is!

Funny moment: (Quoted from Ana's blog)

I was texting my mom and Mike during the movie.

ME: "Whoaw. Guys! Tingnan niyo text sakin ni Mike oh!"
Text Message: "Sige lang, anak!"
ANA and HEN: *Laughs at the random message*
ME: "What the hell?!? Ang random!" *Checks my sent messages*
ME: "Oh! Kaya naman pala" *shows us a sent message*
Sent Message: "To Mike: Okay, ma. Thanks!"
ANA and HEN: *Laughs out completely*
*Replies to Mike's text* "Sorry! Kala ko mom ko!"
Mike's Reply: "Sorry! Kala ko anak ko!"

HAHAHAHA! The best!

After the movie, we roamed around and spotted Santa Claus! So we had our picture taken.

Ate and went to TZ Active and Timezone. Did some random and unusual stuff.

That's me and Hen playing our favorite game in Timezone!

Crazy kids let loose in Timezone! Yey!

Hen dared me to mess up with a Korean. She dared me to shoot a ball while the Korean was playing with the basketball thingy. Haha! Feeling confident that day...

...so I did! That's me laughing my lungs out after butting in on a Korean's ball game! Hahaha!

We pretty much did nothing after. Just roamed and talked. Blah blah...

Other updates to be followed.
To be continued...

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ' 9:02 PM
I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away...

If you're having a really hard time...

...finding a gift for me, check these stuff out!

(In no particular order)

1. Cable knit beret (Any color just not in this color)

Where to find
: Promod, located at Trinoma or Greenbelt 5

2. Fresh Look contact lenses (No grade)

Where to find:
Any eyeglasses stores

3. Doll eyes contact lenses (No grade)

Where to find:
Any eyeglasses stores

4. Booties!

Short suede boots

Where to find:

Soda lovely ankle boots - purple (P1,400)

Where to find:

Flat booties - purple (P1,750)

Where to find:

Leopard ugg boots (P1,750)

Where to find:

5. Fish eye jelly lens

Where to find:

6. I Am Ninoy frames

Where to find
: http://dopebomb.multiply.com

That's all!

Happy Holidays,

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ' 6:23 PM
I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away...

December 8, 9...and 10!

Yet another 8th and 9th of the month! Ya'll know what that means... ...Incubus day! I decided not to call it an "Incu-monthsary" since it's sounding a 'lil bit cheesy. Hehe. Well actually, the 8th is Me and Brandon's day and the 9th is Incubus day! I've been doing this 8th and 9th thing since April! and will continue doing it till...till...ETERNITY! Hahaha.
No clue of what I'm talking about? Be un-lazy for once and search it in my archives!

That's a recent picture of B riding his bike at a night in Venice, Ca

At the VH1 Rock Honors

December 10
is special too! Why? Let's just say that this day was the start of my countdown 'til HEAVEN!

Something relevant to this, I caught a picture of Jason Boyd (B's younger brother) on MySpace that made me smile.

There's Jason with a bunch of Filipinos! Hahaha. A Boyd eating at a Filipino-based fast food chain?

I know I shouldn't be surprised but I don't know, seems kinda weird. That's all.


On the other note...

December 8 is also the death anniversary of my brother, Jon. I know he's watching over me. I love you, Aya!

December 10 is also a Supraman's birthday! I'mma make a post for you soon, Rei! Watch out for that. ;)

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008 ' 9:53 PM
I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away...

I spot a Korean boy!


Watch out for!
1:48 - 1:50
2:4o onwards

Oh great. Next time I see a Korean boy, this video will come popping outta my head!

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Saturday, December 6, 2008 ' 7:10 PM
I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away...


...hint for my upcoming work. Wait for it!
I'll let you know.

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Friday, December 5, 2008 ' 1:43 PM
I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away...

Girl love

I think I'm having this 'girl crush' on Camilla Belle. She's just so beautiful! She has this unique face and not to mention those gorgeous brows! One thing that caught my eye was her look in the movie, "10000 B.C.". I'm diggin the dreads on her!

Doesn't she look like Joe Jonas in this picture?


She is on my list together with...

Natalie Mejia

Keri Hilson

And the insanely beautiful, Katy Perry

Such gorgeous beings.


He is in a good place, Luis.

My condolences to Luis' tito, Pat who had just passed away these past few days.
Be strong Luis! We're here for you. :)

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